Monday, new week

Still feeling depressed and bleak. Scared- not a good place to be. Got an appointment with my shrink for tomorrow, so I moved my dental appointment up a week that conflicted.

Been working on updating the (financial) books- what a mess I've left for myself. I've got to be more productive and work harder, but it's so easy to sit around and hang on the internets or blog...

This blog is to help me get through this crisis and develop working skills that will bring in extra income, so I won't spend more whining time.

I read a lot (on the internets!) about other people's struggle. Local comedian and prolific FB'er Andy Bumatai has been pretty public about his struggles recently- aging parents, need to bring in steady money (so he's selling Deep Sea Kona water!)- he asked people what they tell
themselves to motivate. His phrase is 'keep moving'

Well, now I wasted time looking for it on his FB page and couldn't find it- so maybe I imagined it or it was someone else... ANYWAY, the point is - keep moving!

Sitting around feeling depressed and scared is a bad place to be.